nina's world

2010-11-09T09:04:00.000Z

well it's been quite a time since i've posted anything here. The short version is that due to a family tragedy Mistress decided that She wasn't sure if She needed a maid or not and also moved house which left me in limb6 for a while . Eventually however She graciously allowed me back into Her service and so here i am. it's a smaller home in the middle of a town in the west midlands so i have to be a little more discrete so as not to upset the neighbors but i'm back doing what i love. Serving.

2010-06-06T11:09:00.002Z

i recently went through Miss D's humiltion questionairre and here are my results..

Are you required to wear your panties every day? Yes
Do you own ruffled panties? Yes
Are you sent to the store to buy new panties when yours become tattered or stained? Yes
Are you required to hand wash all the delicates - both yours and Hers and hang them on a clothesline in the back yard? Yes
Does She ask you openly in front of friends about what color panties you are wearing? Yes
Has She put you in a very short sissy dress that exposes your ruffled sissy panties when guests come over? Yes
Does She stuff Her cum soaked panties in your sissy mouth after a date night? Yes

Do you wearing pantyhose or a pretty garter belt and stockings under your work clothes more often than not? Yes
Has your Mistress required you to wear a bra out in public even though the straps were noticeable under your thin top? Yes
Does She insist that your bras be padded so that you can always have little sissy titties? Yes
Would She tell men in a pick-up bar that Her sissy hubby is wearing lingerie? Yes
Does She require you to sunbath in a bikini to make sure you get a dark bikini tan? No
Does She insist that you sleep in your cute little nighty every night? Yes

Has She replaced your inappropriate male sounding name with something far more delicate and feminine? Yes
Does She refer to you with sissy endearments such as slut or bitch or pantypoof or pansy? Yes
When out for dinner, has She used your feminine name in front of a waiter? Yes
Has She told friends how feminine you are when you are present? Yes
Does She show Her friends pictures of you in your best frills or post them on the internet? Yes
Has She insisted that you get all pretty so She could take you around the neighborhood for introductions? No

Is She pleased with you when you beg for Her help to become more feminine? Yes
Do you look through Women's catalogs together to keep you up on the latest styles? Yes
Do you put on your own make-up? Yes
Has She put you on a diet and started your corset training? Yes
Does She insist you keep your nails filed and polished? Yes
Do you go to the salon for manicures and pedicures? No
Do you have your very own closet filled with your gurly clothes? Yes
When you get home from work, are you required to immediately change into your gurly clothes? Yes

Does She generally drive the car when you go somewhere together? Yes
Does She like for you to carry Her purse when you are shopping together? Yes
Does She give you an allowance that you may spend only on your gurly things? Yes
Does everyone that you deal with speak with Her - not you - when completing a transaction? Yes
Are all your possessions in Her name? Yes

Did She have your ears pierced yet? Yes
Has She given you a little reminder of your purpose by writing it on your body with indelible ink? Yes
Do you have a tattoo marking you as Her sissy gurl? No
Has She shown anyone how red your behind gets after a hard whipping? Yes
Has She had your nipples pierced? Yes (one of them)
Do you wear a necklace, ankle bracelet or other feminine jewelry to mark you as a sissy gurl? Yes

Do you do all the housekeeping? Yes
Do you do all the cooking? Yes
Do you do all the grocery shopping? Yes
Have you learned to sew? Yes
Do you own a maid's uniform? Yes
Have you been sent grocery shopping in your maid's uniform? Yes
Are you dressed in your most prim and proper maid's uniform for serving guests? Yes
Has She rented or just given your services as a maid to Her friends? Yes

Has She put you in the frilliest of your frills - made you into a pretty little sissy ornament for Her guests? Yes
Have you been taken for a walk around the block or been sent to the store to buy tampons in your gurly clothes? Yes
Has She taken you shopping for heels and had you try them on in the store? Yes
Have you been told to sit quietly and play with your dolls while the adults talk? No
Has She ordered you to drop your panties so Her friends could see how incredibly small you are? Yes
Have you been ordered to reach inside your panties and rub your clitty to a cum in front of Her guests? Yes

Does She insist that you sit when you pee? Yes
Do you have to ask Her permission to pee? Yes
Does She demand that the bathroom door remain open when you pee so that She can be sure you won't be touching yourself inappropriately? Yes
Has She filled you full of water and then not allowed you to go to the bathroom until you wet your panties? No
Has She taken you out into the yard on a leash and let you squat and pee like a pet? No
Does She put you in diapers? No
Do you lick Her clean after She pees? No
Have you been used as Her toilet? No

Does She refer to your dicklet as a clitty? Yes
The first time you put your panties on in front of Her, did your clitty swell up? Yes
Does She remind you of your lack of size and your 'hair trigger' each time She goes out on a date? Yes
Does your clitty drip and soak your panties when you feel humiliated? Yes
Has She told you that the smooth front of your panties fit you far better than men's briefs? Yes

Are you kept in chastity? Yes
When She does unlock you, do you find yourself on edge - ready to cum, as soon as the cage is released? Yes
Do you get excited knowing that She holds your key and there is not a thing you can do about it? Yes
Do you wake up in the middle of the night with painful swelling in your chastity because you have been teased and denied for days on end? Yes
Do you find yourself begging and pleading for release - promising to do anything She requires of you? Yes

Does She pull down your panties and give you a good spanking when you need it? Yes
Does She spank and whip you until you cry which makes your mascara run down your cheeks? Yes
Does She make you promise to be a good little gurl after a spanking? Yes
Have you been used as furniture or been left bound in an uncomfortable position for hours because you failed at a simple task that any gurl should be able to do quite easily? Yes
Does She send you to the corner for a time out, even in front of other people? Yes
Has She dressed you like a whore and made you stand out on the street until She decides you can come back inside? No

Has She made you lick your cum off Her after you had a little accident? Yes
Does She order you to worship Her well fucked pussy after a good fuck date? Yes
Does She like your tongue on Her clit when She is getting fucked by a real cock? Yes
Has She trained you to suck cock for Her? Yes
Have you begged to be allowed to suck Her boyfriend's cock hard for Her? Yes
Does your little clitty get all swollen when you suck cock or even when you are thinking about sucking cock? Yes
Does She remind you to refresh your make-up after you have finished licking up all the cum that was splashed all over your sissy face? Yes

Are you dildo trained? Yes
Has She locked your plug in you so that you could get fucked all day long? Yes
Have you been sent to the adult store to buy your own dildo? Yes
Does your clitty swell when you are penetrated? Yes
Does She fuck you with a strap-on and make you moan like a whore for Her? Yes, but only when i've been very, very good...
Has She let Her boyfriend fuck you? Well, he has the option, but has never taken it....yet..

Are you only allowed to cum by milking? Yes
Does She give you spoiled orgasms? Yes
Do you have to earn the right for a sissy cummy? Yes
Does She insist that you wear a condom for sex with Her but never asks that of Her boyfriends? No, but i never get to have sex with Her... so i;m not sure how this counts...
If She allows you to watch porn, is it sissy gurl porn? Yes
Have you cum while watching your Mistress being fucked by a real man? Yes

Has She shown or told other people about your intense sexual excitement over your femming? Yes
Are you humiliated by your craving for sissy humiliations? Yes
Do you think you deserve to be femmed, cuckolded and humiliated? Yes
If She demanded it, would you allow your body to be altered permanently - made more feminine by implants, facial surgery, etc; even though you would still be kept as a sissy? Yes, but Mistress has expressed a preference for me the way i am.. a silly little man trying to be a gurl...
Would you agree to become a sissy whore if that was the only way you could remain femmed 24/7? No
Will you share your answers to this list with your Mistress or with the other readers of this blog? Yes

While some of them my answers were not clear Yes or No due to the situation, i feel in the bracket where i answered "Yes" to more than 80 questions of which Miss D has the following to say...

You are quite the humiliated sissy - no doubt. You do have some limits, but you probably want even those limits pushed by a strong Mistress. You would have no problem if your femming was to become public knowledge and you already know that this is likely to be your fate. You have few, if any, sexual inhibitions. Gurls in this category are often quite sexual and that is your preferred path of humiliations - cuckolding, whoring, etc.

2009-12-31T22:52:00.001Z

Just a very quick post to wish E/everyone a Happy New Year...

2009-12-28T22:02:00.002Z

Well, that's Christmas done with for another year. i personally didn't get up to much out of the ordinary. Christmas day was busy cooking and serving dinner with all the works for Mistress Rebecca and Mr Housman...which She says they enjoyed immensly and since then, Mistress has been away visiting Mr Housmans family and enjoying a break so i've had the place to myself for a time. Mistress got me some new stockings for Christmas, which was nice as i can always use them, i got Her a dried flower display i had made....it has to be something i make each year as i don't get a disposable income allowance. Mistress also got a nice diamond necklace of Mr Housman, though i do not know what She got Him. i hope everyone had a great Christmas time and if i don't post before, Happy New Year..

2009-12-21T13:02:00.002Z

i've learnt something over the last couple of days. And tht's to be grateful for small things. Like when you have to get outside first thing in the morning to de-ice Mistress's car so She can get to work; be grateful She lets you wear wellington boots and not the pretty (if somewhat impractical in the snow) shoes you wear round the house normally. Somehow i cant imagine the alternative being any kind of fun whatsoever.

2009-12-11T14:40:00.003Z

Well, it's been a while since i've posted anythin..mostly because i've not been doing much having been stuck recovering from the surgery to my foot. The good news is that the doctor and pediatrist have all given me the ok to be back up and about and doing things.

I have to still take it easy for a while and i'm only in flats rather than those gorgeous heels i love, but i'm back working and cleaning in Mistress's home. The first thing on my list is an early "spring clean" and just going through the place getting it all ready for Christmas. This is probably going to take a few days as Mistress is keeping a tight rein on how much i can do so as not to wear myself out or damage the final stages of my healing and so on, but W/we're gettnig a tree this weekend and hopefully this will look fantastic once it's in place.

i've no doubt E/everyone else is getting ready for Christmas too and my best Seasons Greetings to A/all.

And remember, it wouldn't be Christmas without M&S.....it would be Chrita.

2009-10-01T19:00:00.001Z

Well, "Just a quickie" as they say... still on the road to recovery, but things are getting better, hopefully i can begin some slow and careful re-introduction to service in about a month or so....can't wait..

2009-09-18T07:46:00.002Z

Well, i'm still on the road to recovery... Doctors have said i shouldn't be doing anything for at least 6 weeks untill my foot heals completely....goodness that's a long time, but Mistress is managing iwthout me....She does have to ask where things are occaisionally, but She says if She cannot "muck in, in a time of crisis" then She wouldn't be worth much...it just makes me worry sometime that if She can manage so well without me, why would She want me back when i am well?

In any case..it's odd having to sit around with my foot up and the nice nurses coming to change my dressings every day...hopefully a speedy recovery will ensue and i ca nget back to being usefull again

2009-09-12T07:53:00.002Z

Just a quick update to let everypne know that after a tedious 3 week stay in hospital I am now back home an on the road to recovery. It's a way of yet, but Mistresss is taking care of me. Thanks to those of Y/you who sent me messsages and i'll try to reply to your emails as soon as i can.

x x

2009-08-19T10:58:00.001Z

A short update before i go back to bed... i appear to have caught a dose of the flu...Doctors suspect "Swine Flu". Mistress is staking care of me and duties currently suspended untill i am well again.

2009-08-07T05:58:00.001Z

Whoops..silly me.. this was supposed to be a new post, not posted as a comment to an earlier one....*sigh*.. i really do need to pay attention to what i am doing....but i guess i'll just repost it here for E/everyone..

Well, W/we're back...i know some of Y/you might have been wondering where i go too..well the answer is .....holiday...of a sort...

It wasn't so much of a holiday for me, as a change of location...and Y/you know what T/they say about a change. Mr Housman took Mistress for a week away down in Somerset...sadly the weather was far from great..and i was lucky enough to be taken along to assist in providing for Their needs on the trip. Sorry to disappoint any of Y/you who might be waiting for tales of nina being out in public and being shown off to a whole new crowd.. it was a private little cottage where i spent most of my week..so apart from a few delivery people..who yes..were more than al little surprised, i was largely left to myself while Mistress and Mr Housman were out and about...still lovely part of the country..i haven't got down there in years and Mistress seemed to have a wonderful time.

So..that's the reason i've not updated in a while...how is E/everyone else?

2009-07-13T12:21:00.002Z

Oh bother...

it seems today is not a good day to get things dry on the line anymore....'s been nice and bright and bt now its gone all grey...and s i was wroting this i had to stop to get everything in as the rai had started...there's an image for you.. a sissy miad dashing in and out of the back door in her heels with arms full of damp washing and getting rained on....this isn't the glamourous life a lot of people imagine you know...but i'd never complain or swap it for another.

Still, Mistress wanted Shepards Pie for dinner tonight so i suppose i had best go make a start soon, but i'll finish now with a quick thankyou to those who read and comment on this however irregularally...it makes me feel good to know im not just prattling on to myself

xxx

2009-07-07T15:55:00.006Z

Well, its been a little while since i've posted anything, so apologies for keeping any of Y/you wating, but i haven't had much tme to get on the computer.

my hand is all pretty much healed now, my thanks to those of Y/you who asked about it. Stitches all out and only a very faint scar that will fade further over time.

The recent "heatwave" was of course a tough time to wear a uniform in, but Mistress very kindly let me wear some of my lighter ones during this time and get a refreshing shower every night..

Mistress is planning some time away with Her lover next month, as yet i have no idea what i'll be doing in that time, but i'll be sure to let Y/you all know...maybe i''ll get loaned out to keep me busy... maybe left at home or perhaps get lucky and taken along....here's hoping.

As always, any questions or comments, please feel free to post them and i'll answer as quickly as possible..

And finally, because some of Y/you like them...a somewhat blurry phot of me cleaning up..

2009-06-12T15:46:00.001Z

Just a short clip, Mistress recorded the toher day of me at work..thought i'd share it.

2009-06-11T22:28:00.004Z

Oh dear...

silly me had an accident.. Mistress got a rug second hand for the front room...nice thick deep ile.. unfortunately once it was down and iwas cleaning up, brushing it into shape, etc, i found a long shard of glass that was buried deep in the pile (since found out, a window in cabinet belonging to the previous owners got samshed once upon a time, presuambly where this came from)..unfrotunately, i found it by slicing my hand open on it.. needed stutches and blood everywhere...

Mistress rang to complain to those She brought it off...they very apologetic, paying for rug to be cleaned and sent a basket of fruit and get well card...which Mistress very kindly let me keep..

Back ot norml chores in a day or two, but been told to go easy for now..

2009-05-30T12:23:00.001Z

Only me again, just thought i'd pop by and let everyone know all is still well in the house of Mistress Rebecca. i can't stop long as i've got to pop out and pick up some things for Mistress's barbecue later today.

2009-05-19T13:59:00.002Z

Well just another update to say that i'm still here..

A very relaxed weekend, Mistress was out most o fit and i got to spend some time reading in th eback garden once my chores were done each day...which was great apart form the thunderstorms that came over.

Sunday roast went off without a hitch and now back into the new week..

2009-05-06T21:26:00.003Z

Well i once again seem to have got bogged down in replies and replies to replies... so thought i should post a new entry.

Life in service to Mistress Rebecca goes on.. and someone asked me the other day "was there anything i missed from before?"

i thought about it and no....nor really, certainly not anything that would make me go back to where i had been in my life before all of this. The only thin that occaisionally gets to me is the inability to go off somewhere when i feel like it, but i ultimately consider this a small price to pay for the life i have.

As always, keep questions and comments coming, i love to hear from Y/you all.

2009-04-30T19:10:00.004Z

A reply....

as a reply to a recent post i received the following.

Hi Nina So good of you to reply so quickly. Hope you are well and your Mistress is being kind to you. When you did the profile on Miss Ds blog you told us about how your Mistress keeps you chaste, is it still the same? How long since the last big O? Going back to your uniforms, can you tell us a bit more please? Where do they come from, what sort do you wear out and about? Does your Mistress keep you in bondage? You know just to make your chores a little harder. And lastly as I've been rambling do you have any piercings or tatoos? Anyway love and hugs. Sillymaid

This wasn't the first reply and myself and sillymaid had traded a few pleasentries, but i felt it better to reply to this in a new post rather than keep it all buried in a series of replies to replies to replies...etc

Mistress is of course being kind to me, but not soft. The same as She always is.

Mistress Rebecca does still keep me locked in chastity. A steel belt of some design when possible, otherwise a CB6000 if the belt causes problems for any reasons. W/we are still getting used to the fit of the belt and sometimes it can cause probelms. I think it must be around 5 1/2 years since my last proper orgasm of any sort, but Mistress very kindly allows me to be milked once a fortnight provieded i have been good. Sometimes by myself, or if She is in the mood, Mistress wil assist.

As far as unifroms go, i do not know where they come from as i do not buy them having no source of income of my own, i am dependant on my Mistress for all things. During the day, i iwll typically be in a cotton uniform, long sleeved and to the knees or thereabouts, there are a number of picture s of the sort on my blog here and i have several of almost the same design that are rotated between. In the evenings, or if Mistress wishes for something different whilst i am working to amuse Her thinking of it whilst She is away, i will change into something of Her choosing, typically shorter and prrettier. It might be sating, pvc or rarely latex and balck or sometimes pink. Mistress has also got a blue gingham check dress She wishes me to slim down to fit. She told me She had brought it to small on purpose originally as She wanted to see how i would cope with the very girly thing of worrying about my weight. i didn't do well..there were tears, but i can nearly do it up, so hopefully i'll be in it this summer. :)
Note, i've included two pictures, the first i my typcial day -wear, the second is something Mistress had me wear one evengin not too long ago while serving drinks to Her and a couple of reinds from work)

whilst out and about i normally wear whatever uniform i happen to be in when i am told to go out or the need arises. This is'nt always because i am locked into them, but this is often the case.

As far as bondage goes, well i have the collar and chastity on at all times apart from brief pauses for hygenes sake, but as i have said before. these periods are closely supervised. Other than that, i am not kept in bondage as a matter of course. Mistress uses it a lot in Her punishments for my misbehaviour and often for the amusemnt of Herself or Her guests, but when i am here by myself during the day, She wants me to do a good job, not get off on my restraint. And lastly, no tatoos yet, although Mistress says She is considering it, my niples and ears are pierced, but nothing more.

2009-04-23T23:10:00.002Z

Just a quick update to let E/everyone know i'm still here. Nothing new to report and my life carries on plodding along.

If A/anyone has anything they would like t say to me or ask me, pease feel free i'd be more than happy to respond.

2009-04-18T09:31:00.005Z

Mistress didn't come back last night. i got a call around 1am telling me She would be spendig the night with Mr Housman and that i was to get myself to bed which i duly did. Up again this morning, into one of my day uniforms, had brekfast and have had a call saying She will be back later at some point and to get on with things. I've done my mornigns chores and now i'm just waiting for Her return.

2009-04-17T22:05:00.001Z

Well it's me again...just a casual update. Mistress Rebecca has gone out for the night with Mr Housman so i'm at home by myself again. Don't know if She'll be back tonight or not but i'll wait till She calls to let me know or tell me to go to bed.

2009-04-15T11:57:00.002Z

Well, i'm sure this will be a very dull post..not full of all the exciting things that some maids seem to get up to in their blogs, but i've promised to update more frequently so here we go.

Yesterday was a very much quiet day... up at 6 and dressed as normal in my cotton day uniform ,prepared Mistress Her usual breakfast of toast, tea and orange juice before serving it and then helping Her wash and dress ready for work. For T/those that wish the details, yesterday Mistress wore a black trouser suit with grey pinstripe including a waist coat, very smart.
Once Mistress had gone out, i set about my own breakfast which as normal wasnt too dissimilar to Mistress's before doing the washing up and setting about the days chores. Nothing special today so just a dust and hovering throughout, making the beds, cleaning the bathroom and general tidying. Mistress had some post come so i put that to one side for Her consideration later and had ham salad for lunch and did the wshing up again before giving the kitchen a quick once-over/

. Around 3pm i began dinner, it was going to be some stir-fried chicken in a lime, soy and ginger marinade so i made this up, diced the chicken breast before putting it into the fridge in a bowl to chill and tidied up after myself.
After that i had a litle time to myself so went through mails and other blogs etc and did a little reading before chainging into one of the prettier uniforms Mistress likes to see me in, in the evening (short black satin tonight i'd been told. All too soon, Mistress sent me a message to say She was on Her way home. Books away, computer off and began dinner properly..rice on to boil with a little saffron in the water for colour and flavour, then fried up thechicken and added a mixture of peppers, mange-tout (sp?), carrots and baby sweetcorn once it was done. This was timed (amazingly almsot to perfection and it was justt ready as Mistress's car pulled up. Of course i turned the heat down just to keep the food warm and ran to the door, to open it and take Her coat and bags. She gave me a cursory glance up and down, a slight nod of apporval before going and sitting down at the dining room table. Once dismissed from her immediate presence i served dinner...no complaints and was given elave to eat my own in the kitchen after clearing the tabele. I have to say i found it al very nice.. a meal i was pleased with. Washing up again and then waiting in the corner of the living room whilst Mistress watched some television.

It seems She wished for an early night and so after a quick shower, She let me assist in putting Her to bed and i was sent to my room myself.

Like i say.. not an unusualg day but wonderful in its own way.

Take care A/all.

nina

2009-04-13T20:28:00.002Z

Well, hello again....
firstly, i;ve no idea if anyone reads this...i know i haven't posted here in an age and to be honest i'd forgotten this blog existed.

So, to stem the inevitable questions..yes i'm still in service...yes it's still full time and yes i'm very happy..but if you have any other questions, please feel free to ask them and i promise i'll try to update more often.

2007-05-12T07:55:00.000Z

Well for those of Y/you who check here often, Y/you might well be expecting to see an update as to how things are going with Mistress's guest. Unfortunately His visit had to be cancelled due to ill health. However there is a good chance that the three of U/us will be going to the Birmingham Bizzare Bazaar next weekend. Whether i will be attending in uniform or not has yet to be decided by Mistress Rebecca. Although it has a very friendly reputation, She has intimated that She would like to go and check for Herself first.

Also, there is the likelyhood of my being sent of for some training under another Mistress and i do hope that all pans out well, i'll keep Y/you posted.

i hope E/everyone is well and will chat with Y/you all soon.

2007-05-08T05:53:00.000Z

This coming weekend, Mistress is having a friend to stop over...well friend is not entirely the complete description...He is also a fully fledged Master in His own right. I do not know exactly what my role will be but Mistress has made it clear that i will, quite rightly; be "at the bottom of the pile". i'm looking forward to this opportunity to serve Mistress and another Superior and of course it's good to know ones place in advance, i'm just a little nervous of making mistakes or upsetting or angering One or Both of Them.i really don't want to let Mistress down....

2007-04-07T09:54:00.000Z

Just a quickie post to show you a new photo...one of couple taken while wearing my new steel boned corset with my pvc uniform and new pvc topped stockings......Mistress Rebecca especially liked this one and appears to have a "thing" for pvc at the moment..pretty, but warm..

2007-03-29T22:31:00.000Z

An interesting surprise

i've just met one of O/our neighbours...not seen him before as nina...i was taking out the rubbish to the communal bins at the end of the road as the ones nearest U/us were full, and as i reached the end of our path, there he was just getting off his bicycle.... well his eyes popped and jaw dropped and i did the only thing i really could, dropped a little curtsey and then carried on past him with my head held high, proud to be my Mistress's sissy maid...he was gone by the time i got back. i've no idea whether he recognised me as he has seen me on a few occaisions when i've had to go out "in civvies" as is sometimes regretfully required; but i've no doubt what the conversation will be in his house for the rest of the night....

2007-03-27T15:31:00.000Z

Well Mistress has decided to instill a new punishment system...for details...see over there>>>>

2007-03-09T06:39:00.001Z

Well i've been quiet for a while, as nothing much noteworthy has happened in my life recently. It may come to a surprise to some of Y/you that working as a full time sissy housemaid can actually become "normal" but that's how lucky i am. Today was somewhat different.

It was my birthday. Now please don't think for a moment that this eans my day was any easier chore-wise; Mistress still needed breakfast and help dressing in the morning and the dishes still needed washing, but in the evening there were presents.

An assortment of trinkets and so on from friends and family, but from Mistress Rebecca, two very special presents. Firstly, the new uniform Y/you can see in the above picture, the gloves to go with it and some very frilly underwear underneath )i aim to get some pictures as soon as able). Not the most practical for housework, Mistress admits, but it looks and feels fantastic. Once i was all shiney and the photos taken, the priveledge of giving Mistress Rebecca a very deserved foot rub and finally the supreme priveledge of worshipping Her strapon with my tongue, lips, mouth and throat for about an hour and a half. i've no doubt i don't need to remind A/anyone that i was caged and plugged under all those petticoats same as always, but this time Mistress chose an inflatable vibrating plug for the duration of my oral servitude and varied the sensations to let me know how good a job i was doing.

This whole affair has lead me to a number of conclusions.

1) i'm the luckiest sissy maid in the world.
2)my Mistress Rebecca is absolutely wonderful, cruel and caring as the situation demands.
3)i want cock more than ever. Mistress has said She will oblige when She finds one suitable for me.

i really am the happiest little sissy maid in the world right now.

2007-02-14T06:41:00.000Z

Well, the photo is of me taking out the rubbish. My jaunmts outside are somewhat rare and never well documented so Mistress tried to remedy this the over day. Sadly the camera did like the comparitve darkness outside so there is no footage from then, but still...quite a nice photo i think...not a glamourous job, but it still needs doing.

Incidentally, i wonder if we are becoming some sort of initiation for the local takeaway delivery drivers. We do seem to go through a lot of new ones. Just last night Mistress ordered takeaway. No fault of mine i hasten to add, She had laid down Her menu for dinner and naturally i prepaired it, it was just when She got in from work, She fancied takeaway. i wonder if She did just to make me watch two hours cooking go in the bin, She can be quite cruel at times. Anyway, the poor boy couldnt have been any older than 19, but to be confronted with the door opened by a sissy in her full maids regalia, taking the boxes of food and then offering a small silver tray for the credit card slip so i could take it through to Mistress Rebecca to be signed was almost too much for him. After id helped him pick his eyes and jaw up off the floor, i got the slip signed, presented it to him on the tray with a curtsey and wished him a very good evening. I wonder if he will be back, i dohope so, worryingly i found him....kinda.....cute.....this is quite a distrubing new development for me.....i'm sure Mistress will help me work it out...