Tuesday, November 09, 2010

well it's been quite a time since i've posted anything here. The short version is that due to a family tragedy Mistress decided that She wasn't sure if She needed a maid or not and also moved house which left me in limb6 for a while . Eventually however She graciously allowed me back into Her service and so here i am. it's a smaller home in the middle of a town in the west midlands so i have to be a little more discrete so as not to upset the neighbors but i'm back doing what i love. Serving.

Sunday, June 06, 2010

i recently went through Miss D's humiltion questionairre and here are my results..

Are you required to wear your panties every day? Yes
Do you own ruffled panties? Yes
Are you sent to the store to buy new panties when yours become tattered or stained? Yes
Are you required to hand wash all the delicates - both yours and Hers and hang them on a clothesline in the back yard? Yes
Does She ask you openly in front of friends about what color panties you are wearing? Yes
Has She put you in a very short sissy dress that exposes your ruffled sissy panties when guests come over? Yes
Does She stuff Her cum soaked panties in your sissy mouth after a date night? Yes

Do you wearing pantyhose or a pretty garter belt and stockings under your work clothes more often than not? Yes
Has your Mistress required you to wear a bra out in public even though the straps were noticeable under your thin top? Yes
Does She insist that your bras be padded so that you can always have little sissy titties? Yes
Would She tell men in a pick-up bar that Her sissy hubby is wearing lingerie? Yes
Does She require you to sunbath in a bikini to make sure you get a dark bikini tan? No
Does She insist that you sleep in your cute little nighty every night? Yes

Has She replaced your inappropriate male sounding name with something far more delicate and feminine? Yes
Does She refer to you with sissy endearments such as slut or bitch or pantypoof or pansy? Yes
When out for dinner, has She used your feminine name in front of a waiter? Yes
Has She told friends how feminine you are when you are present? Yes
Does She show Her friends pictures of you in your best frills or post them on the internet? Yes
Has She insisted that you get all pretty so She could take you around the neighborhood for introductions? No

Is She pleased with you when you beg for Her help to become more feminine? Yes
Do you look through Women's catalogs together to keep you up on the latest styles? Yes
Do you put on your own make-up? Yes
Has She put you on a diet and started your corset training? Yes
Does She insist you keep your nails filed and polished? Yes
Do you go to the salon for manicures and pedicures? No
Do you have your very own closet filled with your gurly clothes? Yes
When you get home from work, are you required to immediately change into your gurly clothes? Yes

Does She generally drive the car when you go somewhere together? Yes
Does She like for you to carry Her purse when you are shopping together? Yes
Does She give you an allowance that you may spend only on your gurly things? Yes
Does everyone that you deal with speak with Her - not you - when completing a transaction? Yes
Are all your possessions in Her name? Yes

Did She have your ears pierced yet? Yes
Has She given you a little reminder of your purpose by writing it on your body with indelible ink? Yes
Do you have a tattoo marking you as Her sissy gurl? No
Has She shown anyone how red your behind gets after a hard whipping? Yes
Has She had your nipples pierced? Yes (one of them)
Do you wear a necklace, ankle bracelet or other feminine jewelry to mark you as a sissy gurl? Yes

Do you do all the housekeeping? Yes
Do you do all the cooking? Yes
Do you do all the grocery shopping? Yes
Have you learned to sew? Yes
Do you own a maid's uniform? Yes
Have you been sent grocery shopping in your maid's uniform? Yes
Are you dressed in your most prim and proper maid's uniform for serving guests? Yes
Has She rented or just given your services as a maid to Her friends? Yes

Has She put you in the frilliest of your frills - made you into a pretty little sissy ornament for Her guests? Yes
Have you been taken for a walk around the block or been sent to the store to buy tampons in your gurly clothes? Yes
Has She taken you shopping for heels and had you try them on in the store? Yes
Have you been told to sit quietly and play with your dolls while the adults talk? No
Has She ordered you to drop your panties so Her friends could see how incredibly small you are? Yes
Have you been ordered to reach inside your panties and rub your clitty to a cum in front of Her guests? Yes

Does She insist that you sit when you pee? Yes
Do you have to ask Her permission to pee? Yes
Does She demand that the bathroom door remain open when you pee so that She can be sure you won't be touching yourself inappropriately? Yes
Has She filled you full of water and then not allowed you to go to the bathroom until you wet your panties? No
Has She taken you out into the yard on a leash and let you squat and pee like a pet? No
Does She put you in diapers? No
Do you lick Her clean after She pees? No
Have you been used as Her toilet? No

Does She refer to your dicklet as a clitty? Yes
The first time you put your panties on in front of Her, did your clitty swell up? Yes
Does She remind you of your lack of size and your 'hair trigger' each time She goes out on a date? Yes
Does your clitty drip and soak your panties when you feel humiliated? Yes
Has She told you that the smooth front of your panties fit you far better than men's briefs? Yes

Are you kept in chastity? Yes
When She does unlock you, do you find yourself on edge - ready to cum, as soon as the cage is released? Yes
Do you get excited knowing that She holds your key and there is not a thing you can do about it? Yes
Do you wake up in the middle of the night with painful swelling in your chastity because you have been teased and denied for days on end? Yes
Do you find yourself begging and pleading for release - promising to do anything She requires of you? Yes

Does She pull down your panties and give you a good spanking when you need it? Yes
Does She spank and whip you until you cry which makes your mascara run down your cheeks? Yes
Does She make you promise to be a good little gurl after a spanking? Yes
Have you been used as furniture or been left bound in an uncomfortable position for hours because you failed at a simple task that any gurl should be able to do quite easily? Yes
Does She send you to the corner for a time out, even in front of other people? Yes
Has She dressed you like a whore and made you stand out on the street until She decides you can come back inside? No

Has She made you lick your cum off Her after you had a little accident? Yes
Does She order you to worship Her well fucked pussy after a good fuck date? Yes
Does She like your tongue on Her clit when She is getting fucked by a real cock? Yes
Has She trained you to suck cock for Her? Yes
Have you begged to be allowed to suck Her boyfriend's cock hard for Her? Yes
Does your little clitty get all swollen when you suck cock or even when you are thinking about sucking cock? Yes
Does She remind you to refresh your make-up after you have finished licking up all the cum that was splashed all over your sissy face? Yes

Are you dildo trained? Yes
Has She locked your plug in you so that you could get fucked all day long? Yes
Have you been sent to the adult store to buy your own dildo? Yes
Does your clitty swell when you are penetrated? Yes
Does She fuck you with a strap-on and make you moan like a whore for Her? Yes, but only when i've been very, very good...
Has She let Her boyfriend fuck you? Well, he has the option, but has never taken it....yet..

Are you only allowed to cum by milking? Yes
Does She give you spoiled orgasms? Yes
Do you have to earn the right for a sissy cummy? Yes
Does She insist that you wear a condom for sex with Her but never asks that of Her boyfriends? No, but i never get to have sex with Her... so i;m not sure how this counts...
If She allows you to watch porn, is it sissy gurl porn? Yes
Have you cum while watching your Mistress being fucked by a real man? Yes

Has She shown or told other people about your intense sexual excitement over your femming? Yes
Are you humiliated by your craving for sissy humiliations? Yes
Do you think you deserve to be femmed, cuckolded and humiliated? Yes
If She demanded it, would you allow your body to be altered permanently - made more feminine by implants, facial surgery, etc; even though you would still be kept as a sissy? Yes, but Mistress has expressed a preference for me the way i am.. a silly little man trying to be a gurl...
Would you agree to become a sissy whore if that was the only way you could remain femmed 24/7? No
Will you share your answers to this list with your Mistress or with the other readers of this blog? Yes

While some of them my answers were not clear Yes or No due to the situation, i feel in the bracket where i answered "Yes" to more than 80 questions of which Miss D has the following to say...

You are quite the humiliated sissy - no doubt. You do have some limits, but you probably want even those limits pushed by a strong Mistress. You would have no problem if your femming was to become public knowledge and you already know that this is likely to be your fate. You have few, if any, sexual inhibitions. Gurls in this category are often quite sexual and that is your preferred path of humiliations - cuckolding, whoring, etc.

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Just a very quick post to wish E/everyone a Happy New Year...

Monday, December 28, 2009

Well, that's Christmas done with for another year. i personally didn't get up to much out of the ordinary. Christmas day was busy cooking and serving dinner with all the works for Mistress Rebecca and Mr Housman...which She says they enjoyed immensly and since then, Mistress has been away visiting Mr Housmans family and enjoying a break so i've had the place to myself for a time. Mistress got me some new stockings for Christmas, which was nice as i can always use them, i got Her a dried flower display i had made....it has to be something i make each year as i don't get a disposable income allowance. Mistress also got a nice diamond necklace of Mr Housman, though i do not know what She got Him. i hope everyone had a great Christmas time and if i don't post before, Happy New Year..

Monday, December 21, 2009

i've learnt something over the last couple of days. And tht's to be grateful for small things. Like when you have to get outside first thing in the morning to de-ice Mistress's car so She can get to work; be grateful She lets you wear wellington boots and not the pretty (if somewhat impractical in the snow) shoes you wear round the house normally. Somehow i cant imagine the alternative being any kind of fun whatsoever.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Well, it's been a while since i've posted anythin..mostly because i've not been doing much having been stuck recovering from the surgery to my foot. The good news is that the doctor and pediatrist have all given me the ok to be back up and about and doing things.

I have to still take it easy for a while and i'm only in flats rather than those gorgeous heels i love, but i'm back working and cleaning in Mistress's home. The first thing on my list is an early "spring clean" and just going through the place getting it all ready for Christmas. This is probably going to take a few days as Mistress is keeping a tight rein on how much i can do so as not to wear myself out or damage the final stages of my healing and so on, but W/we're gettnig a tree this weekend and hopefully this will look fantastic once it's in place.

i've no doubt E/everyone else is getting ready for Christmas too and my best Seasons Greetings to A/all.

And remember, it wouldn't be Christmas without M&S.....it would be Chrita.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Well, "Just a quickie" as they say... still on the road to recovery, but things are getting better, hopefully i can begin some slow and careful re-introduction to service in about a month or so....can't wait..