Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Well i once again seem to have got bogged down in replies and replies to replies... so thought i should post a new entry.

Life in service to Mistress Rebecca goes on.. and someone asked me the other day "was there anything i missed from before?"

i thought about it and no....nor really, certainly not anything that would make me go back to where i had been in my life before all of this. The only thin that occaisionally gets to me is the inability to go off somewhere when i feel like it, but i ultimately consider this a small price to pay for the life i have.

As always, keep questions and comments coming, i love to hear from Y/you all.

9 comments:

Sissy_Maid_To_Be said...

Hello nina, it's great to see you are updating your blog again! You asked for questions, so here are some for you!

1. I would love to learn more about how your journey began...and how you met Mistress Rebecca. Do you have any tips for an aspiring maid?!

2. It would be lovely to see more pictures of you with every update...but don't worry too much if you want to keep your privacy.

maid nina said...

Well, W/we met through some "vanilla" friends one night out at a pub.. Mistress was looking..in retrospect quite imposing, but more socially respectable than you might think.. tight jeans, boots and a corset top.. i was drawn to her straight away.. She fit all the images i had in my head and craving s for a Dominant Woman. She took me home that night and showed me all sorts fo pleasure. A week later, She asked me to move in with Her. i was only working part time whilst She was full time, so She wasted no time at all in making it clear that housework was to be my responsibility..This carried on like this for a while.. maybe a month before She came hmoe one night and handed me a bag containing ym first maids uniform. i'd never dressed like this before and it was quite a shock, but as She said at the time, if i was going to act like Her maid, cooking cleaning, tidying all the time, etc i might as well look the part. For Her of course i would have done anything She wished, i was already Hers. I didn't feel any special thrill at first and it was quite a plain uniform in some respects but i came to enjoy wearing it while i worked..it felt..proper..it made me feel useful. i didn''t notice bt within a fortnight, all my male clothing i had moved in had gone bar one last suit that Mistress had me wear when i went to give notice at my job. When i got back , She destroyed these in front of me. The next day after one last night of pleasure She made it clear that i was to be the maid on a full-time basis from now on, and that She had no intention of ever sleeping with someone with no income who was also merely Her servant. i was of course, devastated, but as She coforted me over this and went through ti all over and over again, it got easier "you're My maid. It's what you do. And people don't sleep with their maids do they?" The next morning She also locked me into chastity for the first time "To help you concentrate on your job" and that is largely how my life has been since.

As far as tips for an aspiring maid? Well tis on what exactly? Give me a clue, girl. :)

i do like to post pictures with entries when i can, but its not always possible. i don't have access to a camera day-to-day and it's down to Mistress when some get taken, but rest assured when ever i do get new ones, i'll be sure to post hem here.

Sissy_Maid_To_Be said...

Thanks nina for replying to my comment so quickly!

I presume that you were submissive to a Mistress before? Do all your friends & family know about your lifestyle and what you are now?

How much have you undergone physical feminisation? Are you growing breasts and/or taking hormones?

I look forward to hearing from you.

P.S. Check out my IC profile for more information on me and my dream!

maid nina said...

Mistress Rebecca was the firs tMistress i had served, but i'd had yearnings to do so for some years before. Most of my former friends and family know as after a while it becomes difficult to hidas you can well imagine when you have no male clothes left to wear.

As far as physical feminisation..not..not growing breasts and not taking hormones, Mistress Rebecca has said that She wants me to have to work a lot to pass and not have any easy ways around it. She wants a sissy to serve Her not any kind of TRans-sexual, no disrespect intended to them of course.

Anonymous said...

Was it hard to adjust to being locked in a chastity device?

Also which type of device do you feel more confortable wearing?

maid nina said...

Well it was a little difficult to get used to, but as i didn't have the keys "What must be endured, can be endured" to paraphrase a quote from somewhere or other.... as for which type i'm most comfortable with, it has to be the full belt type i wear almost all the time..more secure, doesn't rub or chafe as much and the weight of it is spread out nicely...i'm afraid i can't tell you the make or model as i dont know myself.

Anonymous said...

After being in chastity for so long do you feel lost without it when you are unlocked for the brief moments you are?

I have seen you post about having to worship your mistresses strapon. Does she.. use it on you and if so do you enjoy it?

Does the chastity belt get in the way at all?

Anonymous said...

One more.

Have you ever spend the day with a buttplug inside you?

maid nina said...

Yes anonymous, it does feel odd those brief times i am without i.. i guess i almost look forward to having it locked back on. Mistress does yse Her strapon from time to time on me and i love it when She does... i#m very lucky those times. The best doesn't affect it as it has an opening at the..ahem..rear to allow required bodily functions as well as various things to enter..like strap ons and in answer to your last question, butt plugs to..and i quite regularly have a plug locked in there for most of the dya.. thankfully never yet when Mistress has been away for a day or more.